I shouldn't be feeling like this. Paranoia and anxiety 24/7
"   I was sixteen, laying on my bedroom floor, choking on your goodbye and cigarette smoke with the 98 degree weather burning tears into my cheeks, screaming for my mother because I figured this was it, I was going to die without you because if I couldn’t wake up and see you sleepily mumbling my name into my hair I didn’t want to wake up at all.
I was seventeen, shaky breath, shaky knees, tired lungs and wet hair but I wasn’t drowning like last summer   "
-I thought I couldn’t live without you but you were nothing more than a good morning text and someone to pass out next to  (via extrasad)
"   Most people die at 25 and aren’t buried until they’re 75.   "
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Benjamin Franklin (via vitael)

Best quote ever

(via stay-alive4urdreams)

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everything personal♡
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plastered-soul:
i found this in an old microsoft word doc i had written in when i was terribly depressed months ago.

icychaoss:

Getting bad again for no reason after you’ve been so happy for a long time is literally one of the worst feelings ever

"   I want my secrets back.
I want my heart back.
I want all the words I
ever wasted on you
back.

You don’t deserve them.   "
-110/365 by (DS)
"   You almost convinced me I mattered.   "
-Six word story  (via fuckingcamilla)
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"   And my mother thinks I hate her
because I am barely 17
and I think I have it all worked out
especially boys, and life
and “I only live once
so I will go and fuck him
on the riverbank
and believe it is romantic
because there are stars shining above my head”
when in reality
I don’t even know my own favourite colour
and I am scared to admit the music that makes me cry.
I may be 17
with wrists of steel and too much eyeliner
but I do know
that when I fall
or when something breaks
or when I’m crying in the gutter smoking my last cigarette
and I hate myself so much that I want to cry an ocean
the only person I want is her.
I want her skin, like soap and mothballs
and I want her warm breasts to sob into.
I want her stories
and her words
and her smell.
The most important relationship a girl ever will or won’t have is with her mum, and
goddamnit,
I love you so much.   "
-"A Different Kind of Need", by Rosie Scanlan (via girlchoking)
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